December 29, 2017
Is this a new beginning of watching sunrise solo? Did the “something we do together project” end when I went on vacation? No. Then, we still talked about it, sharing our experiences and photos.
Yesterday, after our night walk of breakdown when I asked too many questions -again – I zipped out alone and missed it.
Today, I was ready a few minutes early an she said, “Are you going out there? The pink has started,” in his bare feet. I made it out in time for the 6:50 rise with a minute to spare. No sign of John.
So many questions about how to create an intimate, fulfilling relationship that nourishes my preferences, stages my expression.
“Can I say something?” he said. “If there’s ever a time I’m not talking or we’re not together, just know that I always care about you and appreciate you being my friend.”