May 1, 2017 I notice this morning that my awareness of my body and my quandary about physical fitness and energy occur as my authentic life. Preparing to participate in Steve’s memorial service amid the Park community occur as tangential occupation. My view is that the Park community is a superficial one, where I act, …
Category Archives: Partnership Journey
Stretch
April 29, 2017 32 more days solo. I accept my body stiff and feeling fat. I stretch, roll, chant, and breathe Life and Love and Ease and Flexibility into my body. I notice that I thought “precious body” and would not write that. “I am not my body, but I love and accept the body …
Desert Sage
April 25, 2017 Solo, walking resolutely toward Maidenhair Falls, desert wanderer interrupts my inner conversation about how to entice others to desert enlightenment. His words blend with and expand my own with refreshing validation and nourishment! “Between the context of stillness and the occurrence of thought the noticing is the knowing.” Unknown “I love the …
At Home
April 24, 2017 He says, “I feel at home where you are with me.” I cringe. I’ve written this year about feeling empty of myself when we are together. My reply, “I feel at home where I am, too.” What an irony! “At home” in myself feels so different from “at home” together. Yes, when …
Solo Begins
April 21, 2017 Yesterday evening, I enjoyed the luxury of solo after completing Be Crepuscular. I felt bonded with the participants and fulfilled by a leisurely walk home. Visiting Duane, camphost, lost its charm when he started complaining that no ranger had said goodbye to the others who had left. Time for solo! Today starts …
Projection
Fulfillment Partnership Journey November 1, 2016 I noticed this morning that John asked, “How can I make your morning special?” My response was, “talk with me.” I ventured into expressing my ever-present imagination of having a life partner who shares my fulfillment. I spoke about that and John listened without balking. What I noticed is …