November 29, 2017 In our 47 consecutive days of watching the sunrise, today’s is the most unique. All grayness. Still beautiful in its subtlety, yet most different from my sunrise stereotype. A message for me about forming expectations and judging certain qualities as good or bad. Do I focus on what’s missing? Perhaps indulging in …
Monthly Archives: November 2017
Divorce Feelings Journey
November 27th, 2017 Witness an unfolding journey of my heart: Upset November 25, 2017 “Love to all today. I celebrate your family fullness in my heart.” What I did not send to my adult kids today. I feel unworthy to share this sentiment and all the turmoil of my heart as my children gather with …
Imagination
November 25, 2017 What if I created a service that I need myself? A S.T.O.R.Y. (Sustained Tale of Repressed Yearning, or “Old Story”) hotline. I want to call in right now and have my story witnessed and validated. Do my crying, then be guided in the 13-steps. Would this appeal to you?!! What would you …
40th Sunrise Watch
November 22, 2107 Today marks the 4oth consecutive day John and I have watched the sunrise! I continue to be enthralled by the variation of colors, light patterns, even suspense level in the daily display of this dependable phenomenon. Can I be, or can my life be, like the sunrise? Reliable, colorfully variable, always worth getting …
Gratitude
November 20, 2017 Thanks for reading! I love delving into my life’s journey with the tools of Radical Forgiveness. Using the tools often helps me love myself having my feelings and using them to open my heart to myself and others. When that happens, I have more energy to get things done and to create …
2000 Miler Anniversary
November 15, 2017 What would I feel when I crossed that road, meeting the spot where I had left the trail two years before? When I got there I could celebrate having walked all 2,175 miles of the Appalachian Trail. The spot lacked the drama of Mt. Katahdin or Springer Mountain, the geographic endpoints of …
Sunrise Surprise
November 7, 2017 “It’s really not coming up! It’s just like that story I read my boys about how the sun was brought back to the sky!” On our 25th consecutive day of sunrise watching, there were no colors and no orb to be seen! Sunrise time was 6:09, and at 6:13 we had still …
Close to Home
Satori November 2, 2017 Satori magic with my partner. Those beliefs! Every time, what I pick fits the situation. This time, we both started with current stories from our day. Mine was “I need to give support without receiving support.” When I drew my “Event” card from the game deck, it said, “You were made …