“Reflections on “Too much to do”

I am cocreating my future.

My waking mind is abuzz with possible activities for the day. I have the privelege of choice because I am blessed with the provision of my basic survival needs. I have shelter, food, love and affection, safety.

I have a blank canvas on which to paint my life. Will I see that as a blessing or a burden? Do I see a vibrant palette of universally beautiful colors or a murky quagmire of ugly obstacles? I get to choose. I can dance. I can slog.

Radical Manifestation Evident

Radical Manifestation Evident

When results of working the stages of Radical Manifestation occur, it’s so important to acknowledge and celebrate them! I’m doing that today.

This week, following on the heels of several weeks of focusing my energy and attention on freeing my financial picture and creating new streams of income, I’ve had TWO results.

  • I received a check in the mail that was TWICE what I had expected
  • My banker presented a reinvestment plan that will yield FIVE TIMES what I had expected.


I celebrate that abundance is multiplying!

I am grateful for the gifts of the Universe!

I acknowledge my co-creation of abundance by clearing my energy and taking action.


Oh, and there are more signs of synchronicity

  • A financial coach has offered a free session for next week
  • A high level business coach has offered a free session for next week
  • A creative life coach has offered a transformative program for December at a very low price
  • A friend has offered to pay for sharing my home
  • A live-in guest completed a house project that had been procrastinated for 10 years


While walking into MY dream, I do well to notice the scenery along the way!


What’s showing up in YOUR landscape?  Please comment below.

My Job is to MAKE Peace

AndreaOwen, in her Monday Kick Ass Quote, shared the following: Woen

“We can never obtain peace in the outer world until we make peace with ourselves.”
-Dalai Lama 

Her response was this:

“Quick reality check: Can’t change anything that’s already happened, so might as well make peace with it. Plus, the fastest way I know how to get happier about anything, is to make peace with it.
You don’t have to love it, or even like it. Just make peace.
Interesting quote today. About making peace. Just make peace.”

To my surprise, I noticed a visceral response to reading this. My belly tightened and I felt a stifling tightness all over.
“But how?” I wondered out loud.

A memory flashed.
My mom and the nuns were always saying that. But they didn’t appear peaceful. They looked resigned and burdened to me, but not peaceful.

Fast forward to today. I’m so glad that now I have a way to MAKE peace. I start by allowing the UNpeace to be there and loving myself feeling that.
That’s the first three steps of 13 that take about 10 minutes.

I thanked Andrea and her response reminding me that making peace is something I now know how to DO! And that my job is to teach others how to do it. Her message inspires me into action on my guided walk audio to deliver peaceMAKING.

And that kicks ass! My ass!

In joy,

Helping stifled souls love and express themselves fearlessly and walk into their dream.

Self Hatred Meets Self Love

Self hatred has form. It takes shape in my body and in my actions and in my environment. It takes shape in my feelings in my thoughts and in my actions. It influences my senses and my nonsenses.
Theres one place however that self hatred does not penetrate. That is intuition.
For intuition is the spark of spirit that strives to heal. Intuition flies the flag of Universal Truth. Intuition is inherently self loving and unifying.
No matter how pernicious is self hatred, Intuition is a constant hum of harmony in the background that eventually thrums and sings out the melody of my song. Thus, the coming and going and the ups and downs of my daily rhythms.
Self hatred criticizes. Self love consoles. Self hatred ignores compliments. Self love broadcasts them. Self hatred notices faults and undone actions. Self love enjoys timelessness. Self hatred procrastinates and overwhelms. Self love dances in a flexibly full schedule. Self love plans for assistance. Self hatred pushes through alone. Self love specializes creatively. Self hatred generalizes destructively.

Intuition’s glow brings loving reflection like a light in a cave, illuminating a path around the chasm of self hatred just when I teeter at the edge. I come close, but I don’t fall in.